Dear Sister,
And somehow, despite the bone-chilling cold of near-midnight winter weather, a warmth was erupting at my core: the excitement of hundreds, all running towards the heart of New Year’s Eve celebrations in the downtown of a rather small metropolitan—praying that their feet would carry them there just in time to hear the last number of the countdown—was enough to convert my frozen body to scorching, veins coursing with boiling blood. In the heat of the moment, I was completely taken over by an indescribable urge to sprint across the paved roads and feel the whip of the negative twenty degrees of wind chill against my reddened cheeks, curly hair a tangled chaos behind me. I was consumed by my thirst to feel wild and absolutely free. Is this mob mentality too?
Alas, my moments of what can only be described as primal insanity were cut immediately short by my realization that our parents were struggling to keep up behind us, the result of their middle age and years of not-exactly-healthy lifestyles. Finding my way back into reality, but still slightly intoxicated by the euphoria of the movement around us, I spent the rest of the night in a sort of limbo of my own. We arrived at Nathan Phillips Square barely in time to hear the colossal booming of the first firework being lit; I still remember feeling the resonance of a thousand screaming voices as they yelled variations of the same things, rejoicing in the beginning of a new Roman year. Here I was, Nathan Phillips Square on New Year’s Eve, surrounded by: warm embraces and gentle, passionate kisses showered throughout the square; smiles and giggles and laughter; bodies huddling closer and closer together, the crowd collectively shivering from the icy temperatures; a small neon green car trying to cut its way through, somehow not having gotten the memo of NO VEHICLES BEYOND THIS POINT; and of course, my three favourite people in the world, however annoying they can perpetually be. In this moment in time, in this place, all I saw were people. Simply human beings, of all colours, of all sizes, speaking every tongue, standing together, watching the night sky illuminated by successions of beautiful works of light.
And I think that’s a pretty cool way to start what I pray to God will be a pretty cool year.
Happy New Year,
Sincerely Yours,
The Vertiginous Wallflower